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(For an explanation of this catagory, and the letters posted here, go to the first post in this catagory).
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I don’t know if this would qualify as a true miracle, but it was a very special experience in my life. On August 11, 2010 my Mom lay dying from cancer in the hospice ward at a local hospital. Mind you, I had begged God to take my Mom home as soon as He was willing as I knew that she had nothing, no reason to stay in the body anymore. Not only was she suffering from metastatic cancer but she had end stage Alzheimer’s disease as well.
About 3:00 am with her family around her, I got the sense that Mom had left her body, but in as much as she was still breathing (very laboriously and mechanically) I also assumed that she was in some way still connected to her mortal coil. About an hour later, it finally dawned on me that maybe she was waiting to be released, completely released from this world. So, I touched her cheek, kissed her head and told her that she had done a great job and that she had suffered enough and it was time for her to go home. Not 15 seconds later she took her last breath. Sure it could have been a coincidence, but I prefer to think it was Mom’s way of comforting me! Mom was telling me that she still existed, and just changed form as one still in the body would change clothes and to be careful – because now she could see everything that I was doing; which made me smile, chuckle, then gulp….then panic :’)………..
(For an explanation of this catagory, and the letters posted here, go to the first post in this catagory).
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I can only say THANK YOU Leroy, for being the special loving soul that you are, and I mean this in regards to everything, but especially to what you are doing for those in need, and for being here amongst us.
When ever I think of you, visit your site, or hear from you, it brings peace and warm feelings and upliftment to my spirit, and I feel so very blessed to find a spot of comfort….so it’s NICE, a gift, probably a sort of agreement we have had before agreeing to this trek here.
Anyways, I am sure you give the same connection to many others, and I just want you to know, so that you know you make a difference, your kind connection encourages me on, so that I might help another, rippling out in our circle of love.
So glad all is well with you. Please keep taking good care of yourself.
I love you my dear friend. Thank you so much for your love and light.
(For an explanation of this catagory, and the letters posted here, go to the first post in this catagory).
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I did something a little spontaneous this morning. I tried to do some affirmations a little different. Kinda like….how would the Holy Spirit talk to me.
Example…………I always come out on top. I make good decisions and am in tune with my inner voice. I have overcome much guilt and have forgiven myself. I go from thought to thought easily and am comforted by the knowledge I am guided and blessed. I feel the ONE who walks with me and draw on HIS strength when I am in need.
Things become easier as I relax and trust myself. I am a good person. I have talents. I am intellegent. I forgive myself easily when I make a mistake in thought and just continue with my peace as before. I am learning to love myself and my choices. I am learning to be grateful for and love my mistakes and error prone decisions. I can turn back time when I forgive because it never happened in God’s mind to begin with.
I have all the time I need because I am eternal and have the ability to heal anything with God’s help. I am powerful because God created me powerful and is always with me. I accept the Holy Spirit’s help in thinking loving thoughts. I accept God’s bounty and comfort. There is no greater gift than God’s peace, and I have it. All things are secondary to Love.
If I have Love I have everything. I am invincible and eternal but I accept my changing body given me for a learning purpose. I accept my decision to come here and love myself for being brave enough to do it. I can hear God’s voice if I listen. I can feel God’s embrace if I stand still. I can accept God’s love and forgiveness if I close my eyes and become one with Him.
I am an extension of God. I have a high calling. I am a healer. My life is blessed. I have only one enemy, myself, and I know how to forgive myself and change. Love trumps all pain, death, illusion, sadness and time bound ideas. More and more love is the way of the Universe.
Love is infinite so it never stops multiplying………………..
(For an explanation of this catagory, and the letters posted here, go to the first post in this catagory).
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My dear, you make me believe that my life will shine in front of eternity and rest in Him complete. Happy, rested and content. I can pay you no greater compliment. Your spirit and helpers are such good souls. I am so glad you had the NDE and had that life healing, it has helped me so much through your work, knowledge and prayers.
For some reason, today, I can feel all my loved ones passed who are very close. They are at peace and very different from their earthly life, but still my blood, invisible blood. I cry for my longing to be at total peace with my Father and earthly father, mother, sister, grandfather, grandmother, but alas I realize I cry for myself. The energy can best be used to realize the Kingdom now and that is my goal. I grieve still for my long gone family members, I pray to touch the hem of His garment and theirs as well, to be in their presence intensely once again. I can feel the tears of joy just thinking of this meeting. What a glorious day it will be. Most of the things we do in this life matter not at all, just the love of kinship and aquantance remains in eternity. We are truly eternal and bound by the laws of such. We think with our heart in terms of forever and pure love. The ego mind is our enemy, telling us something can die, our heart crashes, and we stop listening to it. It is such a lie, but it stops the pain. There is a better way.
