Hello. Well I remember going to the hospital and being carried in. I couldn’t walk. I am young, but was feeling like I was going to have a heart attack. The doctors held me down while they put an IV in.
The next thing I remember I was standing next to the bed looking at my body. I could see myself and the doctors telling my boyfriend I almost had a heart attack. Apparently the drugs I did was laced with some type of gas. Someone didn’t like me.
I turned around to see the rest of the room and saw my grandma. She told me it wasn’t time yet and I keep saying it was time. I didn’t want to be here anymore. Well she sent me back saying she will keep watch on me till it is time. So tell me if I kill myself will I still be in the afterlife peacefully. G.
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i suggest you dont kill yourself because it would be a will thing. you didnt give yourself life and you shouldt take it away just let it folw naturally and try to make the best out of it