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I was 16 when I had a NDE. It was in the mid 70’s. I took a few to many careless risks and ended up having an accident. After the accident I found myself looking down at my body on the ground from a position maybe five feet above. There was no shock or fear, it was sort of like leaving a house that you had lived in for years. As I starting noticing my surroundings, I discovered that I could perceive so much more than when I relied upon my physical senses. I was at the same location but there was so much more. What stood out most was the way everything vibrated with light.
I was then engulfed in a pure white light while still at the same position. The light was like an aura of a being who was pure peace, love, understanding, and also enlightenment itself. I remember seeing all of the events of my life almost simultaneously. I felt a great shame at many of the things that I had done that were based on selfishness, pride, greed, fear, and etc., but no condemnation from the light. I really can not seem to remember much more of the life review or the being of light, but I know that a lot more occurred. I think that I am either blocking it out because it was painful or that maybe I was not intended to remember it because it would hinder my progress.
The next thing I remember was being with a group of beings like myself with one being who was the guide or was in charge of us all. Our bodies were transparent multicolored light and we appeared to have some sort of white robe like garment. It was also made of light. The only communication that I remember was by direct thought and feeling. As soon as another being would think a thought directed towards me it would just enter my consciousness. We were all sitting in space looking back at the earth in silent meditation. There was still such a great feeling of love and peace that words can not describe, but coming from the Earth was an strong feeling of conflict. You could sense the millions of battles being fought and the lack of peace.
I was then told by the being that was acting as the group guide that I had to return. I did not want to return to the conflicts and leave the peace, but somehow I knew that I had to return. As soon as I had the thought that “yes, I have to return” it all ended.
At the time, I thought that I had to return to perform some great deed, but after almost 25 years I think that I had to return because I have so much more to learn.
It was five days after the accident that I regained consciousness.
The experience has made a tremendous difference to my life.
© 2007, Lekatt. All rights reserved.
There is a lot of concern about our beginnings these days. The debate between creation and evolution is heating up. I don’t really know how this world began, or how we humans began. I do believe the Bible creation story is mostly mythology, and I dismiss the science explanation as not logical to assume life started by random, then became ordered out of nowhere at some time undetermined. Or the universe was created by a big bang randomly, then became ordered out of nowhere at some time undetermined. Did you know that all the fossil remains used to described the accent of man will fit into the back of a pickup truck.
I just need more before I believe, I need personal experience, I want to see it happen.
Here is another thought from a different dimension. I am a spiritual person in contact with the spiritual dimension of life. I am told by the spiritual world that we created this earth and universe, then came to live on it for a physical experience, it was supposed to be fun, but we forgot who we were, got lost in the intensity, and well, one thing led to another.
© 2007 – 2019, Lekatt. All rights reserved.
Science would have us believe we are accidents. A random mix of chemicals that produced life, a big bang that produced the universe. We just happened through an event of natural randomness. There is no higher purpose to life, no particular meaning, no goal to achieve. Our awareness is the product of our brain. Our mental state the result of chemicals. Our emotions controlled by our chemicals interacting with the chemicals of others. We are powerless pawns of fate.
Science would also have us believe the universe is controlled by law. The law of gravity. That nature follows natural law. We study these laws in school. Newton’ s laws, Bernoulli’s principle, etc., there are numerous laws taught by science. So science believes in order, yet also believes we and our world are random accidents. Big contradiction, the world is ordered or it’s random, can’t be both.
Religion would have us believe we and our universe were created by an intelligence called God. This God created us to do His bidding. We must worship Him. We must hold certain beliefs to be true, we must perform certain rituals, we must behave in certain ways in order to please this God or He will punish us severely with fire and brimstone for all eternity. We are the powerless pawns of God.
Religion would also have us believe we have freewill to make the choices we wish, that God loves us, that God wants us to be happy, that God is our Father. Big contradiction, either God loves us or He don’t. Love does not inflict pain and suffering.
Is there a path without contradiction? I think there is, millions of people have had near death experiences. This experience is really a death experience, since most experiencers were clinically dead during the event. What they experienced in the light was a “higher intelligence” in a totally different way, most say they were in the presence of God.
They felt unconditional love, caring and compassion beyond what they had ever known. There was knowledge of everything, their questions answered instantly. They understood the whole of everything. They were a part of the whole and the whole was a part of them, everything connected to everything. The whole was God. He was the Oneness of all creation.
No punishment, only self correction, being part of everything the deeds of the individual are returned to the individual. Good choices and deeds bring joy, and peace. Bad choices and deeds bring sorrow, and fear. It is a perfect system of self correction.
The physical earth is our school where others mirror our actions so we may learn to grow in love and compassion. Do no harm to yourself and/or others. Be quick to help others. Don’t judge others, and forgive their mistakes. Follow the path of love.
We are not powerless, we are the masters of our soul. We are creators of our own reality. Choose wisely.
© 2007, Lekatt. All rights reserved.
Everyone will admit God is good, perfect, and never makes mistakes. So if God created us in His image, we too are good. But we do make mistakes because we are still children. This earth is a school for us to learn from our mistakes, to grow in wisdom until we understand who we are: the sons and daughters of God. We are not here to accumulate money or things. We are not here to correct or judge others. We are not here to change the world around to our liking. We are here to change ourselves and grow in love and understanding. We are here to help others, for in helping others we help ourselves. We are here to learn the truth of all things.
Knowing that all others were created good helps us to forgive their mistakes. To forgive is holy, the holiest place in the world is were two former enemies meet in love as friends. Forgive your enemies and love those that hate you knowing this is the path to wisdom and truth.
Walk the path into spiritual freedom and truth through love. Love yourself, for you were created good, and worthy of God’s love. God loves you always, you do not need to believe in doctrine, nor do you need to do or be anything other than who you are now. His love, and grace are your birthrights, you are eternal now and forever. Such love can not be explained, only given and accepted. Accept His love today, let love guide you in all things.
This world will pass away, and all the things within will turn to dust. But you will live forever in the world of spirit which is your home.
© 2007, Lekatt. All rights reserved.
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