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Within the Near Death Experience are the seeds of Man’s understanding of the universe, of love and of Oneness. For it is in the Near Death Experience that man releases his preconceived opinions, and allows the facts to come forward and be seen. It is as though he pulls aside a curtain of his own misconception and sees for the first time a truth that has always existed, a truth that is so profound, so persuasive, so undeniable that the experiencer’s life can never be the same.
The Truth of Oneness: that all men are part of the whole, not just six billion individuals, standing alone and apart, but six billion parts for making up the whole, the One, sharing and joining in the responsibility of life on this planet. Four billion people needing to work together, for the good of the world, not in opposition. We can accomplish our paradise on earth by cooperation, not by war, hate or deception.
The Truth of Love: that Love is the greatest strength of all. For Love given is Life received. For Love creates an environment of Love, cooperation and trust. It is Love given, that turns hate and mistrust into mutual respect and beneficial cooperation. There are nations in the world that have that Love. The Love results in open borders, free trade, open, honest exchange between people. There are nations that practice hate. The newspapers are filled with their terror, killings, bombings. There are two choices that are ours, and we must make a decision. NDEer’s learn or “know” the power of Love, and their lives change. It is a lesson that the world desperately needs, for we have led ourselves to the brink of our own destructions, by our own practices of greed and distrust and our “me-first attitudes”.
The Truth of Life: Death is not the end, but a transition to another Life. Think of the horror, the dread, that mankind has given itself, by believing that death is the end. How many millions of lives have been spent in grief for the “lost” loved ones, that have never been lost? Let us give our cooperation and support to these seeds that have been planted by the Near Death Experience. The experience is a gift. It is perhaps the beginning of a new life, not only for the Experiencer, but for our society and possibly the World.
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I remember when I was dying how I was never more aware of my body and the biology involved. My senses where so acutely aware of the bodily needs. The closer to death I became the more aware of my body on the inside as I seem to go deep within it’s walls. I was never more aware of the extent of my body and it’s functions to live. I never was more aware of how much my body needed to live and how my spirit sought to continue in my body.
Next I remember clearly how my spirit and my body were separate yet together. But, my view of my body was from my chest out. I could see my chest rise with the will to breath. I would say to my body breath and it would. Next I willed it to breath and it did. Next my chest exhaled and I willed it to breath but, it just sat there. I tried to breath but, my spirit could no longer dominate the rising of my body by the filling of my lungs with air.
I could see my body from my chest to my feet and motionless as I tried to make it breath. The body was exhausted and could not work any more. To the end it gave me it’s best effort faithfully. I asked myself or God if he was listening because I was not sure, if I was dead?
The next thing I found myself in a dark closet as it seem to me. I seemed boxed in because I could not move around or get out and I could not find the walls to it. I did not like that part and I felt like I was in prison.
Next to loosing my body to death, being in this dark closet was even more depressing. But, the voice by my right side which was the same voice that told me while I was alive that I had to come home to Him. God was the voice and He said just go. With that I did as easy as I thought to myself now why could not I have figured that out myself? My ego was a bit bruised but hey once I went, I flew. I remained who I was in death as I was in life except that I knew more and could jump higher and faster.
The new body was far more superior and the brain all knowing. Once I accepted that I was dead and got comfortable with the new me, then the ego disappeared. I realized that the ego was my earth identity and in Heaven there is no earth body. In Heaven it is all knowing and understanding and then some.
Once I came back to earth which, btw, the doctor or scientist was freaked out by it all. On earth I had lost the ego identity that goes with the experience of living in the biology of a body. I also found some very interesting abilities and the first time I used them I did not even know I was doing it.
At first when I was in the flight of the spirit I tried to manipulate my spirit body like my physical body on earth. I willed my spirit body to blink, smell, and move my lips. But, I had no eyes to blink with, and I was so sad and sorry for myself. I longed to be in the earthly body again and do the simple things we take for granted like blinking. Taking these simple things for granted I thought was our right and gift from God.
The voice was ever present through it all and I told Him how am I going to see or talk. He told me you are talking but you don’t have lips. In fact He told me this is easier and faster. I got use to that part fast but, I said I can’t see. The voice told me see with your spirit. I had a time doing that because I so wanted to blink and see with earth eyes. The voice said to see you must go with me and be with me. The more you come to me willingly the more you will see.
I became to understand the love I had was from love’s source. I began to see how it all made sense. But, when I came back to earth and learned that what I knew, and what I came back to were not exactly the same.
It took years to try and deny it all totally. The dreams and nightmares, then eventually I came out of the denial of it all. I tried for the next years to connect what I came back to and what I knew from Heaven. That in itself did not work as the two places have different laws. Life I perceived as truly a miracle set in motion by laws. Time was but a consequence of erosion. Cells are made while old cells die. The law of life and death are universal. The spirit does not die but is released to it’s true being.
Since I have come back, at first especially I missed the spirit body ways. I left the body often while asleep and eventually did it while awake. The laws put on the spirit are the same laws of the physical body. Funny. Science cannot measure it.
Oh well, I think I should not go on. TYF giving me the avenue to write.
When I was about 4 yrs old I died. I accidentally hung myself and was not discovered until I was blue and not breathing. Since that time I have had many Spiritual Experiences, here is one such experience: In 1975 I went to a spiritual retreat in northern California. On a Saturday I attended a class called “Healing Outside of Time.” During the class I closed my eyes and meditated, All at once I was lifted out of my body, above this dimension and into another one. I was standing in a misty place and there were 3 beings there. They “gave” or passed something to me. I was not sure what but the next thing I knew I heard the class instructor say we would have an intermission and I was in my body in my seat again. I opened my eyes and walked outside the room.
As I looked at the ocean, I could “feel” myself in the ocean and the ocean in me, I could feel myself in the trees and the trees in me. What was really strange was that I could also feel the automobiles, electric wires, asphalt, buildings all of this universe inside of me. I was at One with it All. I looked around at other peoples faces and it was imposible to tell where they left off and I began. I could feel their face on mine and my face on theirs. Words do not explain this Wonderful feeling of Oneness with all Life.
There is much more to this but I cannot put it in words. However, the experience lasted for 3 days. Since that time there have been many such experiences. These days I am given things in meditation that I feel compelled to write down. I will leave you with one such message I received about Silence:
Silence
What is silence? Is silence an absence of sound? No, for I have felt the Silence while walking on a noisy, crowded avenue. Is silence an absence of thought? No, for Silence has come upon me in the middle of a movie theater even while focused on the action of the movie. What then is silence?
On a warm and lazy day, while lying in the grass and looking up at the sky; the clouds come and then move out of sight, yet the sky remains. An airplane appears and then is gone, a bird flies by and still behind all this the sky remains.
Turning the gaze inward, a thought comes and then disappears, a feeling floats by and then is gone, yet behind all this the Silence remains.
My child, you have learned to still your thoughts in order to become aware of the Silence within. Yet, I would not have you cling to the practice which led you to your inner Silence, but rather, rest in the inner Silence to which you were led. It is Silence from which you sprung forth and Silence to which you shall return, but in truth, you have always existed as the Silence. A lifetime appears and then passes away, and another, and another, yet, Silence is undisturbed.
Infinite, Eternal, the Silence of your Being, even now, beckons you home. It is the Silence of your Being that is the real “hidden manna” and now know this: I have given you a white stone, upon which is written a “new name”; Silence is that name. And no one knows saving him that receiveth it. Your real name is Silence. You are the Silence from which all Life flows. You are the Infinite Silence Itself.
At all times, in all places that appear to you, learn to rest back in the Silence of your Being; commune with that Silence, feel that Silence, know that only the Silence is Real.
Oh dear one, have I been so long a time with you and thou hast not known me? Know Me now, the Silence of your Being. Trust Me, I will never leave you nor forsake you, for in truth, I Am you.
Peace, My Peace, I give unto you. Rest now, in the Silence of Being.
The first thing I remember was floating in mid-air. There were no ups or downs, lefts or rights. It was just space. Thin air. So I felt like, if I fall, will I die? When I looked down all I could see was the infinite blackness under my feet. When I looked above, I saw the same thing. It was like a pitch black sky with no stars or planets or anything.All I knew, I was somewhere very far away. So far away from Earth it was like a tiny speck of dust in a desert. I was beyond the universe somewhere where no human ever had been before and never will be. My thought patterns began to move slow. In real life, thoughts are rapid and quick, and come to you in an instant, but it wasn’t like that. It was like someone put a TV on in super-slow motion.
