This blog is more than an account of Near Death Experiences. It ponders in detail the tough questions of life. Who are you, and why are you here in this physical world? What happens when you die, and is there a judgment? However, most anything could appear here. This is not a news blog, archived posts are just as relevant as new posts. Check the boxes at the top of the page for the Contents, Contact, Forum and other links.
As it explains on the video Pam is a musician, and has composed a CD with some of it relating to her near death experience. You can go to her site to purchase the music if you wish. One line of a song she wrote says: “I had to die in order to learn how to live.”
These two videos tell the incredible story of Pam Reynolds. She had a Near Death Experience that was monitored by a surgical team. What this reveals is proof we humans are spiritual beings. We will live after the death of our body.
There are more videos in the “Contents” of this blog. The videos may repeat some of her experience more than once. But the evidence is real, we are eternal beings, and living a compassionate loving life is very important.
On a recent edition of Coast to Coast AM, a woman who had written a book about her NDE and how it had changed her life was interviewed. I have read many accounts of NDE’s and in only a few cases have I found people saying some of the exact things I have experienced.
This woman said when she visited “Heaven” there was a line of people waiting to be “reborn”. She stated she believed our souls are reborn to “purify” the soul. I also was told that we are “reborn” to live another physical life. I have always been a skeptic, and one afternoon a slide show of sorts was played for me as I was sitting in a chair. I kept seeing these people one after another, people I had never seen before. I was curious of why these people were shown to me and I asked to see more of these people. Suddenly I was no longer looking at a picture of someone, but I was suddenly that person, me in a past life. So after a few of these experiences, I was a believer in what I had been told. I must be a slow learner as far as purity of soul is concerned because I was shown more pictures of past lives than I could count. I was also shown who I will be in my next life, my name, place of birth and also my ‘new’ family. This may sound strange, but I can only tell of what I have been told and shown.
I do believe our physical life is a schooling of sorts, as we learn life’s lessons and how to be a more compassionate and loving person. After my last NDE I am only full of compassion for all of mankind. My spirit is full of love that almost explodes to get out. I never had this overwhelming feeling within me before my NDE.
Another thing she said that rang true to me was that she now had the ability to look into a persons soul. She said she had always considered herself to be psychic, but now it was enhanced. I too was given this gift about 7 years after my last NDE. I have never been ‘psychic’ in any way before my NDE. The eyes are the gateway to the soul, a glance into the eyes of someone shows their soul in a flash. The first time I did this I was a little afraid of what I was seeing, it’s like knowing everything about a perfect stranger, a little unsettling, I almost felt like I was invading their privacy, but now it is just something I do without even thinking about it.
Most all I have seen are similar in that there is a little good and a little bad, what I now consider an average soul. There have been a couple I have seen that only emanate evil. I literally shake in their physical presence and quickly move away from them. One individual was only radiating love and compassion, almost overwhelming and I couldn’t stop looking into this soul. The only other time I have felt this much love and compassion was when I was in the physical presence of our Brothers in the realm I have no name for. I have often wondered why this one individual was so pure, so overwhelming, was this one of our Brothers? I don’t know, but I have not encountered another similar soul since.
In 2009 I was given the most wonderful of gifts, the emotion of ‘hate’ was removed from my soul. You may say you do not have hate within you, but all do at some level and until it is removed from your soul you cannot understand what a big difference it is to live without that one emotion. Much of your lives actions are dictated by this one emotion that lies in all physical souls. When I was with our Brothers is the only other time hate was not a part of me.
It’s interesting that while I was with our Brothers my physical body seemed insignificant, of no importance at all, for I was back where I had come from. Physical life is a gift for all souls to enjoy and learn from.
1. You practice gratitude.
You appreciate certain things in your life and you genuinely say, ‘Thank you’ for them. You don’t feel you are owed these things, instead you feel blessed you can experience them.
2. You have a self-healing practice.
You either meditate, pray, do yoga, or write a journal to name a few. These practices help you stay sane, balanced, and healthy.
3. You let yourself ‘feel the feelings.’
Good or bad feelings, you allow yourself to experience them. You acknowledge that all of your feelings are valid. This doesn’t mean you dwell – especially when feeling angry or sad – but you understand it’s healthy to feel every emotion.
4. You choose healthy foods for yourself.
You care about your well-being to feed yourself appropriately — not too much and not too little. You try to buy organic, grass-fed, pasture-raised, and consciously farmed foods, but you’re practical enough to eat at a restaurant without too much ado. You also indulge once in a while because sometimes it’s worth it.
5. You move to feel good.
Many things qualify as ‘exercise’ for you. It’s about staying healthy, feeling energized, and keeping a balanced lifestyle. Your health is important to you because you see your body as a temple where your soul resides. Plainly, you want to be good to your body.
6. You try to improve yourself. “We do the best we can with what we know, and when we know better, we do better.” – Maya Angelou
You are no stranger to self-help and motivational books because self-improvement is important to you. It’s not about focusing on what you’re lacking, it’s about strengthening who you are already.
7. You give yourself ‘me’ time.
You’ve come to realize that alone time for you is essential. This is the time when you collect your thoughts, slow down, and give yourself a break. You love being on the go, but you know that you can only go so far without burning out. ‘Me’ time is when you recharge.
8. You have beauty rituals.
You pamper yourself because it feels good. You take care of your skin, hair, nails, and get massages when you can. These rituals are rewarding and make you feel beautiful. You believe you deserve to feel beautiful.
9. You dress to impress yourself.
Your appearance is important to you. You want to express your feelings and state of mind with your personal style. At work, you want to be seen as professional. When you’re out, you want to be care-free. At home, you just want to be cozy and comfortable.
What’s great is that you can dress in all these ways and still be you. You have many sides and it calls for a change in wardrobe! (Own your style mama!)
10. You let your goddess out.
Discovering the goddess within you is empowering. As a goddess is powerful, you ‘owning’ your goddess persona is you claiming your power. Your goddess powers help you to do right by you. It helps you to hold yourself in high-regard and realize how you want to be treated – and that is with love and respect.
11. You stand up for yourself.
You believe you deserve to be treated well. You don’t tolerate disrespect or meanness from others. Speaking your mind and heart is a show of strength.
12. You have positive affirmations.
Staying healthy and balanced in mind, body, and spirit takes an effort. In this way, you have several life ‘mottoes’ that keep you grounded, happy, motivated, and moving forward. A good affirmation can pick you up and turn your day around.
13. You value your relationships.
You work on them by keeping in touch, doing kind things, and respecting their feelings. The quality and contentment of your relationships are a reflection of your state of mind and belief systems. Practicing self-love and self-care promotes healthy relationships in all areas of your life.
14. You permit yourself to shine.
This can mean several things such as being awesome in the work place to unleashing your creative juices. Whatever it calls for – you let yourself be amazing.
Marianne Williamson in her book, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of ‘A Course in Miracles’ – said: “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
15. You praise others for shining.
Because you healthily love yourself, you can easily praise and support another person’s good fortune and talent. When more people shine, the world becomes a brighter place. (Be the light sister!)
16. You listen to your intuition.
You trust your gut instinct and listen to it readily. In this way you’ve learned what works for you and what doesn’t. You utilize this sensory power to keep you safe, informed, and in harmony with your surroundings.
17. You expect good things to happen to you.
This idea is not about entitlement, it’s about knowing you are fully loved and supported by the universe and so you are eager to receive your blessings. You constantly put love and goodness out into the world, therefore you believe love and goodness are on its way to you. (It’s physics – yo!)
18. You go after your dreams. “You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.” – C.S. Lewis
Your dreams are what motivate you to be a better person, contribute to society, and excel in life. Loving and trusting yourself has given you the confidence to pursue your life purpose.
19. You smile at your reflection.
You like the person you’ve become. All your experiences – hard and sweet – have molded you into the woman staring back at you. Growing to love yourself has taken some time and finally accepting all your imperfections – priceless.
20. You are humble.
Humility is part of having healthy self-love. Self-love is about compassion for oneself; to understand and forgive ones frailty. Your healthy self-love says that you are willing to see past your shortcomings and are hopeful to witness your potential.
Have always felt the way I do, but much more so, since that experience. Without a word, I knew there were others like me, and felt estranged from the life I had known and I changed my relationships with everyone in my life, and changed my life.
All felt I had become a stranger, but I had become myself and not what they wanted me to be for them. Now, I accept people for who they are in understanding and wisdom and allow myself to be who I am, with good motives at the core of what I do, even though I make mistakes, it’s o-k.
Love covers all and most people are not able to realize this. I sense my ability to make all comfortable, or uncomfortable within themselves, just by being who I am. I am free to be me and feel and heal and learn and wonder and accept and change and live and hope and know.
Peace and love shall be with me and I hope I can help others to live well in harmony for the purpose we were created. I have wonderful friends who say I am wonderful. People who are greedy and power hungry get angry with me for not using my potential to be somebody. I know I am already more than that and have more than I need, have purpose and growth in ways superior to power and money that fade with the person who strives for that.
I feel that I have so much to learn and experience. I am weary sometimes from the life I have had to deal with in the loss and suffering of others I love, but I go on and rejoice, to live still more here, for there is a purpose and usefulness to my life so I must not misuse this gift and insight.
I say these things in truth, most humbly and gratefully.
