Pushed to Hard.
I pushed to hard with my first child, and pushed everything out. They had trouble with bleeding and putting my uterus along with other internal organs back in, lost a lot of blood. Was totally torn. Had a lot of stitches. Was knocked out with anesthesia.I remember a loud sound and a long, colorful tunnel, and traveling down it fast. At the end was a discussion about my life, and how I should live it, and what I wanted to do.
The next thing, I came around in recovery, sick and extremely cold with transfusions going. I know this is not much, but things have changed so much in my life, maybe I am just to open to the belief.
Would love to talk to others who have had such experiences, who do not think I am crazy, and just out in left field.
Cindy Lee.
