What the woman said. (maybe)

Below are the lyrics to the song: I don't know how to love Him, from the musical Jesus Christ Superstar. This is an inspired writing of what may go through the mind when one is confronted with real love for the first time. The woman, like most people in our society, confuse sex with love. When she was shown a love, by Jesus, far beyond what she had ever experienced she didn't know what was happening to her. In Near Death Experiences one is changed, confused and somewhat frightened by the love surrounding them. For many, it is months or even years before they can sort out their lives and talk about the event to friends. I love this song very much and wanted to share it with the readers of this web site.

I don't know how to love Him.
What to do.
How to move Him.
I've been changed, yes really changed.
In these past few days, when I see myself.
I seem like someone else.
I don't know how to take Him.
I don't see why He moves me.
He's a man, He's just a man;
And I've had so many men before, in very many ways.
He's just one more.
Should I bring Him down, should I scream and shout;
Should I speak of love, let my feelings out.
I never thought I'd come to this;
What's it all about!
Don't you think it's rather funny;
I should be in this position.
I'm the one who's always been;
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool;
Running every show: He scares me so.
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about!
Yet, if He said He loved me;
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head, I'd back away;
I wouldn't want Him to know.
He scares me so.
I want Him so.
I love Him so.