Pushed to Hard.I pushed to hard with my first child, and pushed everything out. They had trouble with bleeding and putting my uterus along with other internal organs back in, lost a lot of blood. Was totally torn. Had a lot of stitches. Was knocked out with anesthesia.
I remember a loud sound and a long, colorful tunnel, and traveling down it fast. At the end was a discussion about my life, and how I should live it, and what I wanted to do.
The next thing, I came around in recovery, sick and extremely cold with transfusions going. I know this is not much, but things have changed so much in my life, maybe I am just to open to the belief.
Would love to talk to others who have had such experiences, who do not think I am crazy, and just out in left field.