From one experiencer to another.Greetings! Just wanted you to know that you are truly blessed to be able to experience your loved one's presence in its most natural state that of "white light."
I've had a "death" experience when I was 26 years of age. Being operated on by doctors in a hospital, my heart stopped and I went through the tunnel and merged with "white light." The best way for me to describe the feeling was "joy unspeakable and full of glory." It was the ultimate experience of unconditional love. I did the review of my life in this beautiful state. While there were things in the record that I was not happy with, the review was my own in a loving, non-judgemental way.
The experience changed my life, I returned to walk the path of spiritual consciousness and to help people to understand that we are truly, eternal fields of white light struggling here to be human.
Incidentally, the experience has removed the fear of dying, for I now know that there is rapture. You are blessed to have been able to experience your loved one in this way.